Just a few ideas:

1st. My best friend went on a trip. Rome, Paris, Berlin, Amsterdam... She's out there, YET. She was supposed to reach Rome, like, 10 days ago, and she was supposed to say something when she got there. I'm still waiting. *Upset*

2nd. Isaac, the lifeguard. It's official: I, Nessie, have a crush for the lifeguard. He's hot, to sexy for my poor eyes. AND it sucks that I'm going away to visit my grandparents. I love to watch him work. Him adjusting his sun glasses. Him walking on the beach. Him being mean... I'm nuts because of this guy I don't even know and I'm not liking, because it's the only beach I went this year.

3rd. I'm sick of holidays, tired of doing nothing. I want school. Papers, tests, teachers. Freak, you might say, but this life is not for me.

4th. I want a job, my own money, a driver's license,... but no one lets me because i'm under age. I can hear my mother saying: 'Study, Nessie, study. Graduate, and by that time you'll be 18. Then you can do whatever you want.' Why does she have to be that way? I hate it.

5th. I wanted to do volunteer work on the zoo, but my mother (yeah, again!) won't thing it's a good idea, because it's far from the place I live. 



That's enough. I'm usually very cheerful, but when i'm lying on my bed like now, (tired of not doing anything), I start to thing. A LOT.

My question: Does anyone like me? Like me being happy? Today I don' think so.




A good thing in my current life: reggae music. Recently discover from my behalf and i'm starting to get relaxed and sleepy...